before my dream comes true

i dont know wat happened...
and wat i could have done..
yesterday, i thought about my best friend who was so kind to me..
today, i think she will never again be my friend..
yesterday, i thought she was my whole life..
today, i think she had never cared for me..
yesterday, she was the one who protected me..
today, she betrays me...
yesterday, she was my best friend...
today, she is my friend's best friend..
i dont know what to say about her..
i dont know what to think about her..
i dont understand wat best friends are for..
and i dont understand wat a best friend is...
and i dont understand why i even said that she was my best friend..
i never realized what she would do to me...
before...
she was like family...
she helped me,
trusted me,
was honest to me,
was there to cheer me up,
etc..
oh GOD!...
huff..
this is the life...
and this is my life... a
nd this is the life YOU have promised me..
thank GOD!!